Memorial service with only a photo of Mike. To me it was like a burst soap bubble. If his body had been returned to us but he was gone with no evidence to show that he was dead.
  Linda takes the family to the scene where Mike was murdered after the memorial service - Linda and me on left. I am bent down, Linda is standing. I dug through the dirt and ashes with my bare hands trying to find something that would prove to me it was Mike who died there. My brother Al and Derald are standing at the front of the burned cottage. My daughter Coralee took the photo.  
  Mt. Hope Cemetary, Bangor, Maine